i dont understand...

i used to be miss little brightside. because i thot the brightside is the best thing to hope for. but a good friend helped me realize that in this particular situation, the brightside hurts too.. i`d pray everynight that you`ll realize what we had. but is it just a waste of time? if it hurts too much to try & give up on us, then im not going to give up, because i know that one day you`ll believe in us too. i refuse to.

today.. sept 27 2005.   err school was same ol` same ol. =) freshmen class spirit meeting was today. =) i was supposed to go to model united nations meeting. i did.. like after the lunch I hahah. its not like a modeling thing. ;P its the DEBATE CLUB. haha hella cool. & after school me, nhi, trisha, ashley & o_O someone.. went aound the WHOLE campus going to every door that was open & every class that had their light on & asked if they wanted to be freshmen class advisor. lol. we got REJECTED soo many times. no luck. =(

la la la la la... =) new layout.

eeek. o___O lol =) today  after school i went to the VSA [vietnamese association?] club & played volleyball with some of them. i didnt want to dance.. ;DD it would if there were more people i knew. but when i watched from the sidelines, i think voleybal is a lot funner. hahah. i think if we win.. we`ll win 200 dolars for the club? or just trophies. i forgot. at first i thot we were only playing for the VSA for fun. lol i was there with myngoc the whole time. wow, her arms got helllla red. thank goodness i was wearing a jacket so my arms didnt get red at all. until it got hot & i took it off. =D it was fun.. but i wanted to go home. i was mega thirsty. haha.